Death Cafe profile for Sugarbat

New Blog post: 40

Posted by Sugarbat on Jan. 24, 2021, 2:29 p.m.



I wanted to be dead by forty. 

Instead, here I am

alive and breathing

silently seething,

dead inside alive


I wanted to be dead by thirty.

A wish that could've been granted

instead I ran.

Alive and battered,

shorn and shattered

A darker shadow than before. 


I wanted to be dead at twenty.

Without thought for my life

Fuck that husband and wife 


Hoping for more

Following the script,

blind and tripped ...